

Inebriated Self-HateSlightly inebriatedInebriated Self-Hate
I stand here so fucking hated
It seems like I cannot bear this world anymore
Lying here now
Face down upon the floor
Slightly sedated
I'm becoming so jaded
Focused on my imperfections
Stuck here now
In myself
All senses faded
I am a house, dilapidated
So damned empty and old inside
Brooding and angry
I cannot breathe
Heart all sla


A Necessary EvilThis place is like an at-will rehab centerA Necessary Evil
There's no return
You're here for a set time
Like prison, for short periods of time
We give up our time
We give up what we like
For the "bettering" of ourselves
People hear us talk, but don't listen
Rehab centers care
Those here like that are rare
They can't see the signs
Of all the emotions raging inside
Not a teenage drama
But a high school nightmare
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ThoughtsRipping open a scabThoughts
Tearing away the blood clot
Giving the mouth dry socket
My mouth and eyes like cotton
Stained with red
Like my eyes that have what it seems no more tears left to spill.
Open, vulnerable, hurt again
What did I do to deserve suck travesties in life
And at an age so young
These are days when I wonder
Why am I on this earth
My purpose
Some wretch soul bound to carry the weight of the world
Or undergoing a cruel Karma that was placed on me by a past life


MetallicA heart drenched in lithiumMetallic
with one step, one crack,
the hate
it is bound to explode
but with this there is water
something to keep the metallic heart from reacting
love acts as water
to soothe and protect
prevent against the burning
prevent the sweltering heat from attacking
keep the heart coated in lithium submerged
down in the depths and recesses of yourself
save the explosion for another day.
 
All of your peices are...I dunno
Anyword already made up would be an understatement for how great they really are!!
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"Isn't it a fantastic day? Birds singing, squirrels making lots of rotten little squirrels, sun beaming down in a nice non-fatal way. It's very exciting. Can't wait to see if I freckle."
Fight Evil. Read books.
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WHAT'S CRACKIN??!!
SAWEEET.
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